the doctor said that you'll be normal in no time

be shocked people.. coz me and yin just cut jun's hair

*falls off chair laughing*

its actually not that bad..

.. if you're partially blind.

bwahahahahahaha

omigod, yin and i were so fucked when he went to the bathroom to catch his reflection..

we just RAN and HID.

poor boy.

but seriously, i think it looks nice..

..if he just spikes everything up for the next month and a bit.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

its orange~

was just going through some past posts and i came across this :

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zaneta: *hands over Christmas present*

lynn: *excitedly opens it* wow! zanie! thank you SO much for this GORGEOUS necklace, i've never seen a necklace in orange that looks so unique and nice! i love it!!

zaneta: *smiles*

lynn:*somethings not quite right... this necklace is so orange, am i hallucinating? is it even possible......*
lynn: *... for the necklace to SMELL like an orange?!* zan... the necklace smells orangie!!!zaneta: *looks up from peeling her orange*: yes. i am that "blonde" sometimes..

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just thought you guys might enjoy that a little =)

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

i know its out there somewhere

just as james uploaded a new comic..

.. the exact thing happens to me online.. :

he should be hung by his toes for being a fucking shallow jerk.

*

-clear up my room (that includes changing the bed sheets and doona covers)
-reorganize all my books and magazines and furnature
-vacuum the floor of my room
-take some photographs and upload them
-write some letters
-make cards.
-paint my nails (black :p)
-do my hair. do something to it. try out new styles? a different parting? maybe make the ends flick out
-watch blood diamond
-sing and dont let anything get me down :)

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

i toss and turn because..

yawn.

mum came into my room (or tried to, at least because i lock my doors) and woke me up.

at 4.45am

then i couldnt fall back asleep till around 6.00am.

but then i dont really care coz i slept till about 2.00pm.

i think i will reorganize my room and take some photographs.

i gotta get my life back in order.

i dont care if my mother's gonna emphasize my flaws again

i'm going to turn back to the things i like to do.

today i will

-clear up my room (that includes changing the bed sheets and doona covers)
-reorganize all my books and magazines and furnature
-vacuum the floor of my room
-take some photographs and upload them
-write some letters
-make cards.
-paint my nails (black :p)
-do my hair. do something to it. try out new styles? a different parting? maybe make the ends flick out
-watch blood diamond
-sing and dont let anything get me down :)

i <3 you yin. thanks for that hug last night. you had no idea how much that meant to me. :)

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

skin up against mine

perhaps something changed..

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

you look really healthy but you're dying inside

live not to intimidate; but inspire

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

*strangled scream*

oh god, i am still so confused.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

hugs from zaneta =)

... and i did.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

its that you absolutely refuse to fail.

my day started at 7.00am.. where i was abruptly awoken by the rude banging racket made by my mother. naturally, i wasnt exactly happy for numerous reasons. them being : who the hell likes being woken up like that and i had trouble sleeping motherfuckingpieceofshit . breakfast.

out of the house by 8.00am.

listen to music while yin played tennis (her stupid partner didnt go out so she didnt end up playing anyway) and was rotting there so i camwhored



one thing that i was amused with was the toilet sign at the ladies'.. coz they portrayed the girl with shape *amused look*
then.. i was hungry again so.. McD's at 10.00am.

11.30am- followed mum to the market. headache got worst so i stayed in the car and tried to sleep. managed to snag about 15mins of rest in the end.

lunch with Richie and Anisha. then we attempted to go shopping but parking was a bitch so we just drove around and around and around until in the end we went to Kensington renting DVDs and grocery shopping.

home: internet. and it was so annoying coz mum kept on asking me to do shit. why the hell do we set a timetable when whenever i am not in, i have to do a replacement (its only right, right?) but when my siblings are out, i just have to do all of it and i dont get to replace. when i asked her whose duty it is.. she freaked out at me and screamed at me.

pre-dinner drinks. i needed it.

dinner.

my aunt thought i was drunk -_-" oh-puh-leeseee. those signs do not equal drunk.

drinks while watching some movie.

then watched 'music and lyrics' halfway before R&A left with the movie.

shower. nice, hot, glorious shower (probably the best part of the day)

out. drinking the last of my chivas and watching 'Just My Luck'.

did i mention the whole time my mom just complained about me?

'lynn doesnt sleep early'

i know. whats it to you? what the hell does it matter?

'lynn doesnt help out with chores'

i help out, but do you notice? all you notice is when i dont do something. no, i dont want to help out with the garden and me waking up late has nothing to do with it. i just dont want to do the stupid wood chopping while you make my ears blister and remind me how unworthy i am of everything. and no, you telling me exactly how things should be done, even if the results would be exactly the same, doesnt make things easier because who in the world likes to hear "no, its like thiiiiss" "haiihh.. dont you know how to do it?" every few minutes?

part of me just wants to flop and admit defeat.

but in the past few weeks, i guess i am not the same person anymore.

a few people taught me a couple of things.

so, you know what?

i'm not going to just admit defeat just like that;

because i am made from so much more.

and thank you to Richie who just downloaded Music&Lyrics for me :)

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

my heart. my mind.

the heart has reasons that the mind cannot understand

*

chivas at 6.30 (starter?)

wine, both red and white, as the meal beverage.

lets make it alcohol night.

*

ahhh fuck. really shouldnt have gone out in the rain.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

oh my god..

pictures from misha's birthday/farewell earlier this year.. i miss that girl so much..!!

me. mabel. ashley.

the lovely ladies:
top row : jennifer, cindy, me, chanel, sana, radhika
bottom row: melanie, misha, iromy, rosalie

and just in case you guys were wondering.. cindy IS that tall.. and no, she's not wearing heels and yes, i love that woman to bits..

ngeargh.. i really gotta catch up with her these hols =) *scrambles for mobile phone*

OMIGOD.. i miss my long hairrrrr =(

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

naive with my heart

hmm.. for some weird reason.. i seem to find tongue rings a little off putting now..

..maybe coz i've been browsing pictures and come across alot of infected looking tongues

*faints*

anyway, gonna play some board and card games with my siblings.

kisses. misses.





a while later...

whattttt?!

i retire a millionaire, am married, and have no kids.

jun retires poor, married, and childless (he is infertile; bwahahaha)

yin retires poor, married, with FIVE children

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

PASSing through~

results are out.

pass la pass la.

i might have gotten a higher grade but i shall just say i passed :p

after all, what else does it matter?

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

potter boy

harry comes out in three days.

THREE DAYS.

xoxo
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[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

it breaks his heart; and therefore, it breaks mine

set construction at Scotch College :

the design that we have to build..
.. a three dimensional gate

the stage area


i did some painting.. unfortunately.. they made me wear this :
.. yes, i wasnt too happy about it. in the end, i still got paint on my jeans :(

the rest of the set that was built..




i love these (already painted) screws coz they just remind me of m&ms :)




the storage area where i found.. the fireplace we built for the 'Oliver!' production 2 years ago..
.. and also the steps that were made for 'Oliver!'
and yes, we build everything from scratch.. and when i mean scratch.. i really mean recycled planks of wood :and yes, i camwhored..

at the end of the set construction, it was raining so i bullied Euan into driving me home.
the stupid butt scared me a few times when he just jerked the car around and coming thiis close to a pole and me panicking thinking that we were gonna crash.
he freaked me out the most when he completely took his hands off the wheel to blow his nose -_-" i had to reach over and steer the car

stupid. ngeh.

at least he invited me to go rock climbing this weeked *pleased look*

.. but then he warned me that he's a reckless climber and nearly got kicked out of the place the last time.. *annoyed*

bodoh boy.

anyway. set was fun.. even if the set this time isnt as impressive as the 'Oliver!'s set.. (i think you guys have seen it before .. if not..)











but whatever.. i think know that i'll have fun doing this one nevertheless :)

plus, i enjoy the look of utter shock from the boys faces that a girl can drill holes and use electrical appliances without killing everyone else.

and in the words of Mr Mc (yes, we gave him a nickname), angel saves the day *smirks*

dad's heading down to singapore again. not to mention he does weekly trips back to penang. i feel exhausted for him. doing all that traveling and stuff.. the reason why he has to go down to penang all the time is because my grandmother is ill.. and its not likely that she's gonna make it till the end of the year.

i mean, i am not close to my ah ma at all. every time i go over she pretty much ignores me and doesnt even try to talk to me even if i do try to utter a few chinese phrases like asking her if she would like some water, tea, food, and if she is well or not.. and even when i tell her i love her she just grunts/scoffs at me.

but whatever, i feel like things are too strenuous for my father. he always reminds us that ah ma is really antisocial because she has had a rough life. raising six children as a single mother wouldnt ever be easy. and to support them, she worked as a maid.

i want, hope, that ah ma to at least try to get better because at this point, i think she's pretty much given up. i dont care if she scoffs at me but i still want to have one last opportunity to tell her that i love her.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

four in the morning..

1. A person is only as good as - he/she lets him/herself to be
2. Friendship is .. - beautiful
3. To love is to.. - hurt.
4. Money makes me. - SPEND
5. I miss .. - the people
6. My way of saying I care is by .. - being there ..
7. I try to spread love and happiness by - i dont knowwwwwwwwww!! small little gestures i guess..
8. Pick the flowers when . - i dont really pick flowers :)
9. To love someone is to.. - give a part of you away.
10. Beauty is - in the eyes of the beholder
11. When I was thirteen, what I remember the most was - being elected prefect the day after i allowed my father to bully me into perming my hair.. disaster
12. When I was twenty one, I remember. - i'm not 21 yet :)
13. I am most happy when - i'm with the people
14. Nothing makes me happier than - being with the people i love. isnt this question and the question before the same thing?
15. If I can change one thing, I will change - i will take pain away.
16. If smiles were cheap then I - would buy them in bulk and store them up and give them to the people who need to smile the most.
17. Wouldn't it be nice if we could - just be with carefree
18. If you want to die right now then you have to - think about the people who care about me. not be selfish coz if i died right now, the people who care about me would suffer as well.
19. Money is not everything but - we rely on it, subconsciously believe that money can buy us happiness.
20. The most touching moments I have experienced is - being really upset and anisha and richie made it 'make lynn happy' day and they bought me a country road bag to cheer me up and richie bought me flowers and they basically spent the afternoon with me. i think we just sat at the swings and talked :)
21. I smile when - i see the people closest to me happy.
22. When I am happy, I - smile and go psychotic
23. If only I don't have to study, then - who says i do anyway?
24. The best thing I did yesterday was.. - shhhh.. ;)
25. If I ever write a book, I will give it this title - i really dont know. i dont have much to say about life.. wanna come up with a name for a book of my life that is the combination of (in the words of zaneta) 'one tree hill/greys anatomy' (and in the words of richie) 'sex and the city'. riiight.. do i really seem like someone promiscuous?!
26. One thing I must do before I die is - actually live.
27. Doing this meme, I feel like - screaming

whoever bothers..

*

stupidest conversation:

xXx : hey lyn!
me : hey.. erm.. my name isnt spelt with one n..
xXx : really?!
me : errmm.. yes, i should know. of course i know you moron.

i remembered to end with moron this time, james :p

*

song. stuck. in. head.

do you know. enrique iglesias.



xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

its about time

christina aguilera is pregnant!!

the dirrrty girl classy woman is gonna have a little baby running around

eeekk!

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

sisters who camwhore together.. stick together

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]